Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Re-Do

Have you ever felt the desire to go back in time and re-live your life? I'll be honest, I never have.... until now.

I'm amazed at how fast the past 10 years have gone! I remember being a senior in high school and feeling like I'd never get out of that small town, feeling so suffocated by it all. I would have given anything to move forward just a bit faster. Now I find myself thinking, "Whoah, life. Slow down!"

High school doesn't appeal to me at all, but if I could go back to graduation day that would be grand. I feel like that's when I really became free. My life started after high school. It just became awesome in all the ways I hoped it would- I moved away from home, traveled to Europe, I went to AND graduated from college, married an amazing man, and had some great, great, great times along the way.

Although there are things I wish I'd have had the foresight to do differently, I mainly would want to just go back and do it all over again exactly the way it was the first time. I'm feeling 30 fast approaching and suddenly have this overwhelming fear and I just want to put the brakes on. Seventeen Again suddenly sounds appealing.


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